Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Y
love 'bout forgiving isn' it ?
i didn' hate him .
i don't knw y .
i wish i could .
but.. its difficult ..
i hate being aquarius .
i hate knwing others pain .
i hate thinkn for others and nt for myself .
but i jus couldn' stop myself from doin tt . )=
he gt his reasons .
i knw he's in pain too .
but he's with another girl now .
wonderin' what they're doin' ?
kissin' and huggin' ?
)*=
then what 'bout me ?
im all alone .
missin' and thinkin' of him all the time .
i knw we cant be tgt and yet ..
im consoling myself .
i cant simpy find another guy and forget him .
i don't wish to hurt a person cos.. its pain ..
im in pain ,
i don't wan others to be in pain too .
sigh .
i knw im givin' up .
but yet even i tell myself nt to wait .
but after awhile , i realised im waiting for him again .
at 11 + , i kept lookin' at the clock .
cos at tt time , he will be back frm his wrk .
then he'll like usual ,
force me to smell his smelly clothe .
i miss all those times , i really do .
i nv say nor feel he's a bad guy before .
cos in my heart ,
as long as he's with me ,
im happy, glad, safe and loved .
)=
but he doesn' understand .
he still feel tt he's nt worth .
silly boy , really a silly boy .
cos tt's love .
i only hope for ur committment .
but i knw ,
u're jus too young .
u still wan to hong, play, enjoy .
but face reailty
don't hide .
sigh!
i too, mus face reailty .
he doesn't wan me ,
he's gone frm my life .
he's with another girl,
gt another girl to care for him, love him .
he can love another girl for less than 24 hrs .
lol .
well, im jus nth to him .
our 10 months relationship is jus peanuts .
so jus take care .
rmb there's this girl who love u alot before . (:
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